No future - No hope

I watched them in the movies
As they lit each cigarette
I thought they were so charming
As they puffed with everyone they met.
 
It looked so very sensual
When they smoked with head drew back
I practiced with my Candy Sticks
Until I thought I'd got the knack!
 
Then at school I started smoking
With my mates behind the old bike shed.
How we laughed when we were swearing
That we'd smoke 'til we dropped dead!
 
Now I am in my forties
I've a mortgage, wife and child
And a Specialist who had told me
I'll be dead in a short while!
 
My mouth is filled with Cancer
And I use a tank to work my lung
I'm coughing and I'm spitting
Out the puke that reeks like dung!
 
My little child's disgusted
When his friends come round to play
When his Daddy starts convulsing
Like he does most everyday!
 
That's why I curse those little ciggys
And the nicotine on which I fed
Because I can never share his future now -
As tomorrow I'll be dead!

Copyright © 2004 Cora E. Barras
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